So my life finally spiraled out of control. I always thought I was so vanilla that it would never happen, but apparently the stress finally got to me and the what I can only describe as pseudo-manic phases I was using to cope with stresses about money, friends, finals, shitty teachers who move finals, living changes, job/job projects, and other shit in my life actually backfired and sent me into a crippling state of anxiety and misery in front of work last week.
I can tell you now that although it was ugly and I feel horrible, I still also feel slightly better having managed to relieve some of the pent up shit I’ve held in for almost 14 years.
I chose team rainbow, just so everyone knows. 8u
So I’m in the middle of nowhere with virtually nothing but the sounds of nature to accompany me when all of a sudden the walking dead theme plays on my phone and I think for a split second that I’m going to turn around and see a hoard of zombies coming to strip the flesh from my bones and ohgodmyheartstoppedinthatsecond
So yeah… That’s my story for today :U
I play Pokemon way too much to be considered healthy .
(via wookieewithabeard)





